umm, Hi.

I feel a little self indulgent and kinda myopic in starting this blog. Really? Doubt many people want to read of my so-called adventures and ramblings... but here they are.

I suppose I should begin by explaining who I am, who I am in my core doesn't waiver, the fluff does, though. I am Molly. I'm happily married, a mom, a sister, a friend, a caregiver, and Catholic. I am fiercely loyal, strong, stubborn, sarcastic, and hilarious. My journey to who I am now has been shaped by many events, but I am better for it.

This week should be a good one~ my baby E turned 7 months old today, my wedding anniversary is Wednesday, and on Friday I have the joy of the love wand at my RE's office. AF is over a week late at this point, so today, I POAS but got a BFN. The quickest way to welcome good old AF is to test, right? Not quite sure how to feel about that~ I had started to hope that a miracle had happened, although it is not my intention to have babies quite so close in age. I thought I was over the months of hopeful testing followed by the crushing stab of a negative... how quickly I forgot what that feels like. My soul wishes for the miracle of an "accidental" baby while my head knows mine will come from science.